It’s my fault; but whatever! The past is the past, there’s nothing more you can do- except maybe invent a rewind button. All that is left to do is to move on, and try use this as a learning experience.
… I sense a new set of motivation and goals coming my way. It’s high time you stop over analyzing shit, Ashley Valerie! Stop being a pushover, and don’t let ANYONE get in your way. No one. You’re a [jobless] practical nurse! You must be assertive, yet not passive-aggressive at the same time!
… Yeah. I let myself go tonight, and that included two cups of tea, and over-mixed pancakes. Now I am suffering from insomnia once again!